Dear Father of My Children,
Though confused I am, more I find myself hurt.
I am not sure if you know honesty or commitment- I have found none with you
Even our first kiss was a lie, Now to have mentioned it, So was our last.
You laid it on a bit thick the first night we were together
and you said I was brave before you bed me.
Perhaps you were NOT speaking of my single mothering at all,
But you knew you would lay me back on that bed and take me for this 10 year run.
And I bought it all - Congratulations!
I had never felt so naked before feeling this abandoned.
Those acting lessons sure paid off.
I was sold on it, except for the distance, lies and
embarrassment you were sure to let me know you felt.
Sincerely,
No longer Your Only
Dear No longer My Only,
I think you have been the easiest lie I have ever told and the best laugh I have ever had.
It was laughable in itself that you would believe I would love a pig like you
I buried it inside of you every day with disgust…
All to watch as you bought it!
While you didn’t speak the language it was my family and my’s entertainment as we sat around mealtime tables and found cute pet names to distinguish the aberration of your look, your style, your dedication, your past and your stupidity.
You really thought a man like me could feel anything for flab like you?
At least I got these children out of it, not to mention my citizenship!
I only wish the image of your psycho stalking waist was not permanently burned into my head.
Enjoy picking up the pieces of your life
Just as long as I don’t have to watch.
Don’t come to me with your emotion.
We have nothing to discuss but the children.
Most informatively,
Never Enjoyed You Anyway
Dear Never Enjoyed Me Anyway,
Sorry to hear you wasted 10 years on
someone you didn’t enjoy.
While you were unhappy and disgusted
I was being enjoyed and pleased.
I may be hurt by your betrayal,
But not defined by it.
My lips will entice many
My thighs, though not bone
Will cream for those deserving and
I will take a seat on the faces of others who will know how to indulge me to tears..
In place of degrade me to them.
There will be a someday where you will understand what you threw away.
Fittingly it will most likely be divinely placed in your life
right about the time when you get your upcoming’s…
So be well and well loved.
Most warmly,
Amazingly Enough
