I was driving home from seeing The two As. (My niece and Nephew) Full of love and appreciation. They are the most beautiful babies! And baby girl likes me! I love it! We had a nice meal. We were introduced to new dynamics of relationships. As one went down, I got to feed and take care of the other. All of the kids were happy. Everyone said our goodnights and we were driving home.
Money is low in the bank account. Single mom-ing is hard and I am unsure if all of the bills will get paid this month.
But I felt securely rich. I felt more than rich. I felt abundantly wealthy. I felt over flowed with love and connections. I felt secure that life will be well tomorrow. I was excited about Sundays cookout, regardless if some of the most cherished friends can make it for work. I realized I have postage stamps in my wallet and I have a few letters to write. Friends that are busy opening stores in Pittsburgh and need a hug. Ones that are getting kids off to school in Virginia and might be too busy to rest I have minutes on my phone and time to call and check in on the ones building houses in Cali and moving to new homes in Texas from AZ.
Sometimes this divorce kicks my ass. I cry more nights than Ill discuss. I love him. Im sad.
But Im loved. And I thank you all.
Ill figure out what were eating Sunday and itll be like it used to be when we cooked out every Sunday. All of the RSVPs have made me feel rich and full. I needed it! Well have to do this more often again.
Kisses,
A
